Thanks koda from ggkthx for her comment , due to her ingenious and thought provoking ” You faggots should go get a life” I reached enlightenment. I finally woke up from the eternal slum and bought a bundle of energizer batteries to charge myself up. I really need to get a life and stop being a faggot. Thank you , koda , you are my hero T_T. I know you are just using reverse psychology to teach me , the incompetent being , about how life is so beautiful and fabulous.  I will cherish your lesson.